My Buba

Disclaimer: This can be a depressing post. It was very therapeutic though so read it if you want to but I won't be offended if you don't.

I know you guys will probably get sick of hearing about Bentley but here is some more. Heavenly Father sure knew the right time for us to have him come into our lives. He is my comforting angel. I know that is weird to hear about a dog. Especially one that loves to get into things as much as Bentley but it is the truth.


I have never had to go through anything as hard as a miscarriage. At least not yet. When we found out we were pregnant I can't say it enough my heart was so full of joy and excitement that I couldn't stop smiling. I walked around for about a week and a half just beaming. Like so much so that people on the train would look at me wondering what kind of drugs I was on :) and then to have that taken away... I was crushed. I felt like such a failer for some reason. Even though all the doctors are telling you that it happens 1 out of every 4 pregnancies. Even though you know that it is in Gods hands. It made me feel like I failed, that I was empty. Yet here was this little puppy that just kept cuddling with me, and kissing me, and looking at me in such a way that I knew everything was going to be alright and that he would be there for me.


Now don't get me wrong Morley was there also. He was awesome with the whole thing! Bentley would just lay next to me and comfort me when Morley was busy and I really needed that, and he continues to do it. When Morley isn't home Bentley is so patient with me and love me no matter what. He looks at me with the same dark brown eyes and says everything is going to be alright. I love you Buba, and thanks for loving me back!

OMG A NEW POST!

I am saying oh my gosh by the way :) ok so I know that it has been a long time since we posted anything. So here is one for all you guys that never look at my blog anymore because you have given up on us. So I don't have any cute kids to blog about which means this post is of coarse be about Bentley and Morley. Here is how they spend quality time lately. It makes me laugh everytime I see it and this time I actually caught it on camera.

The funniest part about it is that Bentley likes to lay were he is like pinned between the coach and Morley and if you look at this next picture you will see his feet aren't even touching the coach they are just kind of hanging there.

Another thing that makes me laugh about Bentley is that he will sit and watch TV with us as we are winding down at night. Not like what you are thinking dogs watch TV like but he sits back on his butt and looks like he is totally following the story line of "The Big Bang Theory" (that's the funniest show ever, I think I like it even more then Friends. Thanks Charity) He will also sit in that same possition in the mornings and watch me do my hair or makeup. Like he would like to give his opinion on how I look. (hopefully I look good :) )

Worried Parents

So Bentley went in for his "surgery" today and needless to say Morley and I are having a really hard time focusing at work because we are so worried about him. Not that anything bad will happen but we now he is really scared. So now we know what it is really like to be a worried parent.

Fun Pics

ok ok I know we haven't updated our blog in a while but that is because we don't have fun babies or kids to do posts about. So here are some fun pics that Morley took of the air show that was by our house.

And the winner is...

Well, after the vote (and Virginia and my opinion), it has been decided that Bentley is the name of our little puppy. We are so excited to have him in our lives. (Although a little tired as well). Welcome to the family Bentley!

Proud Parents

We are the proud parents of a baby boy..... Miniature Schnauzer that is. That's right. Virginia and I got a little puppy today!!! Now the hardest part is coming up with a name. So, with your help, we will be able to have a name for him. All you have to do is vote on your favorite name on our poll.

3 years with the man I love

So on tuesday it will be 3 years since Morley and I were married. It has gone by so fast and it has been great! Adelaide took some pictures of us for our anniversary and she did a great job. Ok Charity are you ready for the cheese. I love you Morley. Thanks for dealing with the mood swings these last three years. Here are some of our favorites of the picture. Enjoy.